The three words that make me choke harder than deep throating

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Click bait title only. Post is sappy

I believed am slow in saying “I love you” because my standards are high. It isn’t a casual line I throw at someone. Once I love someone, there is no going back. It’s a lot for me to come back to a point where I don’t care anymore. So, I put a person through many hoops before I utter the three little words. Even uttering “baby”, “darling”, “sweetheart” makes me want to choke. My hugs are awkward and any kind of human touch makes me cringe.

But now am wondering if am just another coward who is so afraid of being hurt that she can’t even get out her comfort zone and embrace another person’s affection for her. I seem to have mastered the art of giving without actually giving. Considering how self centered most humans are, this isn’t hard. Will I come across as a warm person if I start expressing how I feel or saying “I love you” more often? If I pretend to be a warm person, will I become one?

What do you think?


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