Friendship is strange. As a kid and then a teenager my friends were my world… more so ‘coz I grew up in a boarding school. But over the years the dependence on these friends has decreased… maybe ‘coz everyone has become busy with their life… husbands, kids, family, jobs etc. The rules have changed. Maybe the entry of a guy (hubby or bf) has replaced the need for friends.
Either way, it is not the same… and the challenge is in accepting this but not resenting the situation. Maybe I am also the culprit… I don’t know… none of my friends have complained of being side tracked.
The reason for this post today is my best friend… I have been pissed with her for 28 days (Yes… I am counting… I am such a kid) but she doesn’t know… (I have a difficulty in expressing hurt)…
There have been times when we have been on the verge of letting go… but I always gave in. I guess this time I have decided not to… I am ready to let go… to stop being hurt and side tracked.