I didn’t sleep well last night. I am still up tonight. I don’t want to get into what happened.
I am done… with a lot of things in my life. I am done… trying to make amends for mistakes I don’t believe I’ve made.
I am done… keeping my mouth shut. I am done… compartmentalizing my life.
I am done… with the unfairness of life. I am done… with irrational people.
I am done… with the egos. I am done… being around people who don’t want me to be around.
I am done… with people who don’t support me. I am done… with people who don’t agree with me.
I am so done.
Somedays I wish I could go back to my rural sales role. Travelling from town to town… not being able to answer the phone due to the noise of the buses/trains… going to bed too exhausted at night for any thoughts… the routine of the day taking my mind off everything else…
If it hadn’t been for my hectic job as an area sales manager in rural Gujarat, I wouldn’t have been able to deal with a lot of crap I was going through. Work was my escape then. Work was what kept me away from dealing with ‘real life’ and I was grateful for that. And I miss that life…. I have half a mind to pack my bags and shift to a rural territory. Any organization will be happy to have a woman in rural sales.